The GirL AwaY FroM HoMe

I’m in love with you                                by Stella Matilda L

Its a small world, Time will bring us to met again, If that’s fate.

Love comes slowly, I have waited for you to appear to me,

Now you have…

Cho: I’m in love, I’m in love with you

       I just want to know if you feel the same way

       I’m in love, I’m in love with you

       Tell me that you feel the same way too

Cause you’re the one, the only that I could have dream of, To be with,

Its love at first sight, Do you believe in that cus i do, Yes its true.

Repeat Chorus (2x)

Its a small world, time will bring us to met again, if thats fate…

  Self-confidence! I never felt this until a really bad thing happen to me, which changed me in a way to produce a new part of me, that is Self-Confidence. I was ditched by a guy i once loved with my whole heart. 100% if it! I couldnt bare the pain and thought of commite suicide in front of him. He told his friends that i know no-shame. True. Cause at that moment i was dumb enough to not understand how much more i will get without him. As i was crying in pain like a sharp knife shattered my heart, i prayed to God to give me strength. To believe He had something more for me without the guy i thought would spend the rest of my life with. Yes, i still care for him. But i will not let myself fall back into the pothole of his and making my life miserable.

   Self-confidence. To believe in every part of your body, mind and soul. To believe each quality that is good and bad in you. They are all yours in hand to remote it in each way you want it to be. You can make amazing choices with your mind, body and soul. Like i did. Let peace surround each part of you. Believe in what you are looking for and be patience. Believe that you are better than what other people thinks. To prove it. Just do it. Don’t let other people’s phares or words to pull you down, because you are holding the remote control, and not them to make you feel what you dont want to feel.

   Self-confidence. You may not realise how powerful you can be. Well of course not to compare with what God’s power is. But, as you look closely with all what you have achieve, you will understand. You have dreams or goals you want to achieve. To reach it, you got to work on it. Never give up. But always remember that, once there is an oppurtunity at the door, open it, and decide wether it is right for you. As for me, i have plant my seed of self-confidence for a very long time, and i never realise it was there in me all along until my walls crumbled down on me the day i found my guy cheated behind my backs. So i hope you youself will find the treasure in yourself. The very much important part to have. Self-confidence. Believe in yourself.

   This is me and Apple. My friends snake pet! Aww… aint she a sexy little baby!!! Gosh, i am so going to get a snake of my own someday!!

Gosh! I’m falling in love with snakes!! I mean, REAL SNAKES!!!!!!!! My friend has a green whipped head snake and its awesome!!!!!!!!!!! I went to IKEA there’s a pet shop and went into the reptile section and there is so many beautiful sexy snakes!!!!!!!! Ah!! And its also very expensive to buy one. I think i’m going to get one when i have the money!! I’m so in love with snake!!! SSSSSsssssssSSSSSSsssssssss…

  Friends. Friends. Nothing better than to have somebody to rely on beside your boyfriend or girlfriend. When the rain falls down, you got no umbrella. Maybe you forgotten to bring it with you. Yeah, no worries lah. Just call you friend and pick you up? No! That is taking you friend for granted dude!! Unless your friend offers. All my friends are very nice to me, i mean although sometimes they irritates me, but most times they are really someone i can call MY FRIEND.

  Everyday i have my friend to help me carry photostated notes and tutorial questions to give out to my class, cause i’m the class rep for my course, so my duty is quite something. Everytime I get the papers, they would help me. I love them so much. I didnt even have to ask to help, but they help. There’s a lot more i can go on and tell, they are such sweet person! If you got friends like mine, you are lucky person. Like Me!!

   Reversing back 2 years ago. A love i once had, now lost. Wasnt it nice to have love and lost than to not love at all. Right? I had the most happiest momment in my life. Well i thought i did. I guess God had something BETTER for me. He just wants to let me make the right decision, and for those of my mistake is something i will have to learn thus future i may repeat.

    Life is like a racing track and a roller coaster. It can be fun at times, but just one mistake like taking of ur safety belt/ safety bar (roller coaster), you will instantly fly off your seat and maybe die even. Life is short. But Love is forever. "Infinity" the word is.

   I just put a new concept in my mind now. "Do it now or never, else you will regret." Well of course on the positive actions! And in good intention too! And i’m begining to like it. Life IS changing now. For GOOD! Thank God…

Arrggghhhhhhhh…………what arrr?????????? i’m homesick!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cried for like 15minutes in my room this morning thinking about HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Counting on the days before my 1st test coming in 3 weeks times. Yeah so fast. Hopefully i get good credits for this test else i will have to hope a higher credit for next test and again for my 1st sem exam!

I cant wait for my 1st sem holidays. Going to Australia!!! Yeehhhaaa!!