Archive for July, 2005

It may not be the same love, but it will be a better love.

Monday, July 25th, 2005

   It may not be the same kind of love, but it will be a better love. As usual through my experience, past is always the past. You cannot change what had happened, but you can change what will happen. Trust me. It will be a better one next time if you keep trying.

   Life is short. I mean, i dont think you even have enough time for everything in just 24 hours! Like me, I’m a student and also working part time to find extra money. So morning i study and later on my free time i go work. Enough time? Yes, just enough for everything to live. Love was forgotten. This guy I had, his name was -G-, i was so busy with my college and work until i forgotten about him. Even his birthday that day i didnt remember to call up to wish him. He was feeling really shit. I myself was feeling shit. So in the end he dump me. Long distance doesnt really work if have no patience.

   Like i said, its okay to love and lost then not to love at all. I mean, through all this, it makes you a better person and it makes you wiser at the same time. I’ve been through so many types of relationship with different type of person. Squash player,pro-sailor,Tattoo artist, famous singer & actor, handsome model until to just normal person like a waiter. Cant say out their names cus they are still a very good friend of mine and will be for a long long time. Its okay to still be friends with your ex, cus you never knows what happens in the future. They might be a good helping hand or a shoulder to cry on when you needed one.

   Never compare your pass love and current love as well. Its bad cus it makes it difficult to find a new seed of love grows in the relationship. Always appriciate what you have now. Always give more and never the less. Do not give up. Always remember, "whatever ended, there is a new begining to it."