The GirL AwaY FroM HoMe

Trees doenst grow overnight,

Rome wasnt built in a day,

Everything takes time and patient,

Its harder to be done than say.

     I’ve watched Batman the other day with my sweety Shen. I know… isnt that an all time guy’s favorite movie?!?! hahaha i know… i kinda like it after watching it. It has one big message that is so strong to motivate one inner self. That is "Never Give Up". In the movie Batman, Bruce father said to him while taking him out from a deephole filled with bats that Bruce fell into.. and he said "Why do we fall? So that we can pick ourselves up." And thats when it all started.

     So we fail. We lose. We fall. Once. Twice. Trice? Again and perhaps more again? Like me, i always fall. I mean not physically…but in college or like in something you wanna do. I never passed my accounting exam paper. I did pretty good in test, but when the real exam comes, its hell for me…Friends tell me "Everything will be alright after tomorrow.."(better be! or start giving me more tissues!), "It will soon be over, trust me" (yeah i know… it has to end somewhere rite?), "Pray and God will help you think clearly" (if i’m not prepared, not even magic will help darling…unless i have 6 sense)

     I’ve failed so many times in many thing. I was never the winner in anything important. Only winner in unimportant ocassions (like kickass!!! party chick!!! promqueen!! winner who eat the most!! who spends the most!!! yeah all me the bad side!!!) *sigh*  i get pretty tired of trying to win or to reach my goals in life. But what really motivates me was knowing that i should stop feeling sorry for myself.

     Stop telling yourself that "i should have, or i could have, or if only i…" all this is bullshits!! Stop feeling sorry for yourself and find ways to improve in everything that is unbalanced. This is my 1st time saying this to myself. All this while i was like not to be bothered, easy come- easy go… But i dont think i should be in some situation.

     Today for Fundamental Of Accounting exam paper 9am-11am, i couldnt do it. I just cant do it anymore. I have no knowledge of how to answer. So i did what i can, and the rest, empty. I left at 10am. I told myself… i’ll prove to myself that i am not a nutshell!!! i will do better in my resit!!

I fall on my own so i will get up on my own… no matter how long it will take

In the end… it all DOES MATTERS…

its just how you see life…

     My fav shoe got stolen during a photo shoot in genting valley, and saw Voir were doing some photo shoots too. It sooo hilarious man!!! i gotta say, why do such people do that. Moreover, that shoe was completely full with mud as i have walked on very muddy ground and it jus soo buruk!!! my goodness… punya lawak!!! it was stolen near the riverside where i left them as we had to go deeper to the river. After the shoot, i was freaking looking for my shoe tapi… uh uh uh HILANG.. So i had to walk with bare feet. Climbed up that extreamely bad little mountain and my feet hurts like hell. Plus before that, i did tons of walking with manager around genting golf course. It a beautiful place.

     My week actually kinda bad, the past several weeks actually. Havent been updating my blog journal here and there. My laptop is down. It sux. This the second time my baby laptop hates me. And it happens on the same time as the 1st time, that is close to exam!!! What la… menggada betulllllll…

     One day, i wanted to buy a RM10 reload from the machine vendor. I put rm10, and then press the button. But no card came out. I was like "what the f*ck!" hehehe nak gila actually. Almost wanted to wack that machine but i sabar n sabar. Still nothing come out. Yeah, it ate my money!!! Tat hungry ka?? ishhh… buruknya!!! punya lawak…!!!Before that 2 incident, my pendrive lost as well. i probably drop it somewhere. uhhh…. babiiikkkss!!!!

     Oh well, but overall everything is good. Exam is in 4 days time. Good Luck To Me!!!! I cant wait to go back home for the Chinese New Year Holidays!!! Yeeeeeeppeeee…. CHAD!!!!! I’m coming home!!! leeeemmmmeee kissshhh kisshhh u uuuuuuu naughty little fury kampung doggieee!!!!muakkkssss!!! and my room!!!! my mom!!! my dad!! my sis!!! mari mari semua come come to my hse in kingfisher park 3, hse no.2!!! ambik ang pau!!! hahaha