Archive for March, 2006

funny boi…

Tuesday, March 21st, 2006

Yesterday night, as i wanted to go wash my face n brush my teeth, i heard my friend’s voice, screaming and shouting. I went into her room, she was quarelling with her boyfriend on the phone. Its sooooooo crazy. she was screaming at the top of her lungs. I get so irritated. but it caught my attention too, cus i never seen any couple quarrell that bad before. Of course, its normal for her and her bf, but i just cant understand how can anyone quarrell until using crude words to hurt each other and in the end saying things they didnt mean.

Its kinda funny, and then she put on the loud speaker so i can hear what her bf says. And he said something about me. He said, "i’m sure u wore mini skirt just now when u guys goes out, stella always wears a mini skirt. and you always like to follow what stella wears."

Wow… i was like surprised that wot other people do, it got to do with me. am i the bad influence all the time?? i guess i am… but sorry man… i’m not wearing any mini skirts nemore, since last week. I kinda change my warobe already you out dated lausy boyfriend. So control and control like control maniac. I used to have a control freak boyfriend before, and its fucking sucks. He wants to take over your whole daily life and making sure you have no life at all. Cant go out with friends, can go do anything fun without him. For him, he is your fun. *Sigh* What a jackass!

thank goddy i am single for now. feel free to do anything i like. I mean, its nice to have a boyfriend. someone u can lean on during ur bad times with ur girlfriends or whatever. someone u can share popcorn with or a cup of soda and watch a movie. or cuddle to sleep. knowing ur are stay tonite and sleep tight… dat sort of thing… man… shh shhh… stella… cut it!!

so anyways, in the end… my friend dump her boyfriend last night. Kinda harsh how she screamed at him i dont think i can ever do that, i cant even raise my voice any higher than i can, unless i get rape haha eww… choi choi… hmm… oh well…

Not to be bothered

Monday, March 13th, 2006

Its second week of college. And its been happening a lot lately. I’m so blur… funny enough i cant be bothered. Or am i lying to myself? Right… here comes me talking to myself with my deep thinking again. It sucks. I’m sooo stressed out!!! Uhh… i just decided to change my sense of fashion!!! to wot?? more cover!!! less flesh to show!! hahaha! i think its a good start to change myself to be a more decent n presentful teenage adult girl. Yiippeee ya ya!! em em em!! cotton candy!! wheres my cotton candy!!!!