From my opinion, self-esteem rocks! That’s all ever takes & need to get umoving & do things in life. It is the confidence that helps boot- up your energy power inside of your mind, body and soul. When you have all this, nothing can pull you down, BUT yourself. Not a single soul or a single word can damage your reputation.
Learn from the pro, like Leng Yein for example. Getting all the tabloids and rumours, but yet, she’s like a Wonder Women! She’s my inspiration to be a stronger women. Or a men. She owes say that "I’m a men in a women’s body!" hahaha… but then i understand that statement after a while, because she is just way too strong for anyone to bring her down.
So if u wanna hurt me with your sweet ugly words, go ahead, cause that ain’t gonna bring me down now or anytime in the future. In fact, i would take that it as a compliment of something you can’t do. I work my way to where i am now with good people around me, and Good People around me is all i need to remember and keeping them close. If you’re good people, i will stay close with you.
I am always thankful everyday to God for all the good people he sends into my life. Yet, if i never knew Leng Sean, my life would oso be different. She’s so sweet, i remember 1st day in college, i was so late. She was alone, and i was like… shit! where should i seat??? im jus another alien there. So Leng Sean called up and invited me to seat next to her, as theres an empty seat beside her. Its like the seat was waiting for me! LOL! Yet, long time ago, before i knew Leng Yein, she have been my inspiration for modeling. Then knowing her little sister was like a blessing, can’t believe it! Then me and Leng Sean became close friends in college and she show me pictures of her modeling and saw her older sister photo in her mobile. I was like, is she your sister? And hell of course! I was like wow!!! So then thats how i met Leng Yein. Weird eh? I tot so too.. but more of a weird kinda blessing to me =) Thats why everyone basically who are nice to me, i will be nice to them too… I keep good people close to me at all times.
Oh and my older sister… since she got her title for miss congeniality for miss sabah world 2007, yeh… she has definately changed ALOT!!! and i MEAN ALOOOTTT!!! before this, she was a godzilla to me. Yes mean and all that!!! Sorry sis, but thats the TOTAL TRUTH!!! Everyone knows i argue and have war with my sister all the time. But things has changed. We’re best friends now! I hope u feel the same way too… Awww….. hahahaha So yeah, i guess its all becos of self-esteem too. Now tons of guys aftering me sis, and she’s like super hot too!!! Working in the bank, she has loose alot of weight, looking hot, she can wear me clothes now =P
So yea… im running out of the point. Oh well.. i like to express my inner feelings sometimes kekekekeke…. so yeah…. im stressing this point again that self-esteem is the only thing that ROCKS!
Do keep good people close to you, love your friends and be kind to others because GOOD DEEDS CERTAINLY CANNOT BE FORGOTTEN!
XOXO Stella Matilda
